Ineligible

IneligibleBy: William Vicente Borges
You are ineligible for a relationship .both self-hatred , stored byyears of disillusionment beside whom never loved you to .Are you unable now to accept all this loveand all this goodness that I offer you .Why insists on cultivating so many hateful feelings ?Stop interpreting my sincerity as rejection .You unconsciously away from everyone, I am left alonestubbornly . And has been treating me this way .Do you think you should hit the hand that caresses you?His fear of surrender , of trust , can notbelieve that everything is real . That everything will be alright .You will bring loneliness to lie on his bed .His refusal to accept the truth does not make you right.Stop hate !You are ineligible for happiness .and so just because you want it .Change your attitude , love itself.Love someone for who loves no one hates ,and he who loves no one , hates himself .To pray to forgive and be forgiven arrived .You never knew what it is to feel loved .And now that popped loving you so much , mistreats me .Do not avenge me what you did others ,I have masochistic tendenciesand desire to be happy .You are ineligible for romanticism .Do not allow yourself a treat , a poem , a Flower .Acquires a defensive posture at all inMy every act , like I was covering upwith cuddling secret sins .How 'll stand by you , if my care bothers you ?Great are thy virtues , but is pleasedto maximize its defects . And I love you in spite of them .But I confess I 'm getting tired of waiting for change .When I have chosen you to be the proud owner of my heart .When you have chosen to be gay victimmy loving feelings .When you have chosen to grow old beside me .I did not expect you to be like this:Ineligible !.........................Fall 2009